I like my dashboard, I think it's pretty. I wish I could create a series of star clusters and constellations to make it even prettier, well, it's there in my imagination...
I've got rather a few conflicting emotions going on right now, although hypocrisy is dominating... This morning, I think as soon as I woke up, I was full of sadness. It's still there a little, but hypocrisy is huge right now. I don't want to work an eight hour shift, I'm wondering if that was part of the sadness this morning? There was a report on WRNR about an accident on 50 that actually covered both sides of the highway, near Baydale, my brother used to live off Baydale, they referred to it as a "rescue" something, and that just made me so sad, partly because it's so close to home, I felt like it was about someone I knew... (almost like I know the highway). Also something I read last night (crazy as it is) in a Dilbert cartoon that made me experience one of those very painful self-reflections. About cognitive dissonance, dogbert uses it to motivate employees by telling them the reality of their jobs, about being smarter than their boss and being paid less, at first they freak out and then psychologically justify why they work there, "I must love my job" and then the last panel shows them whistling with a mindless smile mumbling "I love my job". It freaked me out because I instantly suspected myself...
It's brutally cold in here today, perfect outside though, I really regret wearing a skirt, I've never been in a branch this cold. I've got my coat buttoned all the way up and I have a chill up my legs. I think I'll eat my lunch outside, this is awful.
I wish I could wear jeans at work. I hate khaki's. Dress pants feel like a bloody lie on me.I'm afraid I may have bought my little gold ballet slippers too small... I'm not sure, they've been a bit rough on my feet, but around the rim, rubbing against points on the top. I thought I'd get to show off my pretty bracelets today, but it's been too cold to take off my jacket. two and a half more hours...
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just wanted to let you know that i'll be reading to keep up with how you're doing. i will send you an e-mail on how to post images online for your blog soon...
i really can't see you wearing khakis at all. ha ha.
hope all is well.
xoxo
come back to wco, it's steaming hot. i really was sweating while i was shelving today, it was disgusting.
plus, i have fines, and i don't like paying them off to a librarian i don't know.
oh, and we are going to get together this week! as we have a puny spring break and we intend on making the most of it.
I've actually officially grown to hate those khakis, I don't think I'm ever going to wear them again. Which will be easier now that the weather is nice, back to skirts.
Can we get together this weekend? My week is a bitch, I'm getting sick of being this busy. Madness has ensued at home because we have family coming into town today. I'm at WCO today! my tree is up, atleast the bark is. It looks good, less complications than I anticipated.
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